I know that I get cranky and I’m really loud. I know that I’m sensitive and am kind of a sloppy eater. I know that I’d rather stay in and cuddle than go out somewhere. I know I don’t have the best body and my face isn’t the greatest either. I know I eat too much and listen to music too loud. I know shirk my responsibilities to play zombies. I know my outfits don’t always match and sometimes I don’t wear makeup or do my hair.
I’m not perfect. Not even close.
But I could love you so much. Once I hold on to you, I’ll never let you go. And I know that I will make you happy.
You just need to give me a chance.
I hope you will be everything that I’ve been dreaming of. I hope you love all the dumb little things I love. I hope you love me for who I am, like I know I will love you. I hope you’re willing to snuggle and watch a movie on a rainy, Saturday night. I hope you will tell me you love me and when you do you really mean it. I hope you are out there and are the right one for me. I hope we meet soon because I can’t wait to meet you.
I can’t wait for the night where it’s just you and me. We could smoke a couple spliffs and dance to each others music. We could randomly wake up a 3 in the morning and make love. We could make each other food and debate on who’s is better. We could do so many things of you wanted to.
I hope you still love me when I become a rock star.
You don’t need to feel the need to stop me from going in the pit. I’m a strong girl.
I promise I’ll be a good girlfriend and drink a few beers with you while we watch football/basketball/baseball. I’ll cheer for the team you like, and get into it just as much as you are. I might even paint my face.
I hope you’ll accept that occasionally I like to still listen to Aaron Carter, NSYNC, and the Backstreet Boys and dance like a raging maniac. Please don’t judge me.
I bet I can smoke as much weed as you. Try me.
Can we kiss in the rain? I mean, whenever it rains and you’re here with me, let’s run out there without a fucking care, and just kiss. I hope you’d like that as much as I would.